joan ng hui min. 09101988. s'pore. bedok view pri/sec. nanyangjc. bedok. daughter. sister. sister-in-law. aunt .cousin. granddaughter. currently employed :p
she is currently doing well now :p happily sleeps and eats all day. thou she's working now she misses school i think. but anyway studies will only come again nine months later. so currently its about making more money and doing the things she loved with the ppl she enjoyes. simple life as it. looking for her ? she's working at CK forum :p
finish As in one piece
learn driving
put on braces
go beita/ fudan
study business/ chinese/ economics/ accounting
earn more income
learn piano
learn chinese calligraphy
spend less money
acquire the skills of teaching
get married one day !!!
Sunday, August 13
rethinking the purpose of life...
updates .. i went to the fireworks festival on tues with the 28th. yup its being a long time since i went out with them, i really missed their company a lot !! we used to spent
SO much time together , breathing sleeping eating dreaming with each other. i gonna missed them even more as we graduate and part our ways ...
well the fireworks were spectacular !! ++
woo huuu ++ thou we had to brazed bottleneck that nite everything else was nice .. the company the coffee the laughs and chats.
i had to mention this again that
i love reading dezhi's blog. Being born a thinker, he just cant stop penning his thoughts profoundly i guess. he thinks (
very hard ) when he blogs, his entries many times made me think too. thought provoking indeed. here's an extract dated on 3rd of august "
the fact is thinking about good things in the past dont make them come back. it only make the present semms bleaker " +
laughing loud+ i often asked myself why do i always think of the past when the present need a lot more attention !! blame it on hours of bus no. 24 rides everyday- idle moments lik that always make me think
of the past. even though i'm no longer in the familiar environment any more, but memories were still there, sitting deep in me *bleah* they are lik my shadows reminding me of my identity and ups and downs in life. its just doesnt go away no matter how hard i try.
moving on a big major that i have yet to mastered i guess.
enough of my pessimist blabber , here;s sth hearterning :p
u know i'm not particularly close with any council teachers, thats sometimes make me feel distant from them. but now i know i'm wrong ....
i received an e-mail from miss chiew recently. miss chiew well forever be miss chiew. she went thru all of our results carefully studying every one of them , and she decided to mail us her tots and encouragement. frankly i was really surprised that she would take the pain to go thru every detail of our results in order to assess us. (
i guess my own CT doesnt even do that !!) i am touched no doubt , and at the same time disappointed in myself. so not leaving up to their expectations and all ....
council lesson is a long journey that goes beyond the college term :Pteachers r lik gems in this world, they r always around u but u have to discover them urself and they worth a lot to u aft that. huimin on 12:08 am
Monday, August 7
This is the game of concentration !!
today i finally understood how dolling up oneself could be so exhilarating !! sch has always been short on monday, but thats an extra pinch of fun today where u see ppl coming in officewear !! i love my black dress today ! muhahahah :p i always tot the dress is far too mature for me, well actually i realised it doesnt aft all! oh did i mention tat some of the guys r really cute in their shirts tie and pants muhahah !! i think benjamin looks really cool in jeans shirt and tie !! i love tze rong's shirt its so chic yet smart looking yeah ! he does have some fashion sense aft all !! i wish i had ruo ci's black top( G2000 stuff !!), its really smart yet slinky, nice to go with straight pants !!
i;m missing my bro's digi cam ! i could have load today's pics up here too ! but sigh! anyway the fashion tips in today's seminar is great ya!! well at least for me - the speaker is so entertaining and we counldnt stop laughing .. lol. well most importantly i find their make up tips most useful - especially if u got sabo to be the make up guinea pig !! other then being scrutinize by hundreds while the professionals play on my face, the whole experience is great !! thanks PQ and auds for saboing me aft all !
i got my brows threaded
( for free ! u guys got to pay rite ??)-- its totally agonizing, its so painful , but its really nice to see my reshaped brows, as they say shaped brows make ur features more defined !
( *looking into the mirror * hmm ... really ??!! ) and sure they applied the basic make up steps ... foundation.concealer.eye shadow.blusher.lip stick. two words: simple/standard ! i totally love this experience - having the know-hows to doll up ur face FOR FREE, and u get to look really nice aft tat lol :P ** smiles delightfully ***
well on top of it all ... SCHOOL'S OUT FOR THREE DAYS !! well time to replan my schedule i guess ... for play for rest for study for family! see u guys in school on friday.
** and wei jun if u so happen to read this
( 2nd tot: did u mention tat ur com broke down ??!! ), i'm actually ( STILL) waiting for u to finish ur call with ur DD ... sigh his my love rival no doubt!!**
huimin on 9:38 pm
Sunday, August 6
finally back
much apologies people ... mid year exams followed by the breaking down of my computer very much contributes to my delayed blogging. all thanks to my bro.in.law who spent more than two weekends servicing my silly computer. now i know why my sister actually falls for him, he's one determined and humble man. hmm ... i think i'm falling for him *opps* ??
well what have u guys missed out on ? my mid years?? well not exactly much to mention when i've gotten unglorifying grades of D D E. i'm lazy i've to admit it. i've still got a long way to go judging by the fact that my 3/2 years in NY is spent either on council or slacking . yes so if u guys out there, do see me hanging around doing nothing pls remind me to study yup ?
what else?? my brother's wedding !!! wow thats sth nice to mention. wedding is always a wonderful event. i love weddings where two different entity coming together, pledging their love for one another. i think its not easy to come a decision to marry someone, after all you have to live with this men/women for the rest of ur live !! a long journey lies ahead after marriage, i really wonder how couples actually last so long, weathering storms together and sticking with one another thru thick and thin. i guess love behind all that isn't ??
counting down its less than 90 days to my A levels. i really wonder if i will be ready in time. i actually soberly asked myself the other day if i have a plan in mind. my ans is NO. ive never been so lost in my life ever !! i'm not very confident in deciding on my education option aft my As, so apparently i;ve not set a goal for myself to work on yet ! sigh( x 1000) while talking to wei jun, i think i've sort out my thoughts these days that my upmost priority is to sharpen myself for the battle in November. i guess my education option could be decided aft that.
morever, this few weeks is a rough pact for me. ive lost in a freindship battle recently. i think i'm not able to understand king yu nowadays. as in i cant decipher her actions/words spoken to me anymore ! its not as if she doing this for the first time or she;s speaking in alien language. its just that i cant tolerate her disrespect for the teachers and her condesending attitude against every thing around her ( and that includes me !). she begins to bahave lik tat aft her grades improve this year !! + wat the f*** !!!+ i hate snobbish ppl i really hate them when they are of no substance at all !!! she was a really friend to give sound advice and encouragment when i'm stressed out in the past !! but what happen?? i cant tolerate anymore or should i say too tired to tolerate ..
COME on . hui min she doesnt even bother now if wat she says hurts u a not ??!!! what should u bother ?maybe its a blessing in disguise, when zhen you and tze rong hangs around with other gangs/ zi jia is only bother with her. i guess u have more time for urself , u can spent ur breaks wisely by studying rite ?? YES, morever i know i have ppl who do really care for me still :P. i know wei jun u will always be there .. love u wei jun !! and julian too .. my best brother !
i think tats all for now ba .. i've got some LEP test to revise !! or should i catch some sleep instead ??!!
huimin on 10:46 pm
