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she is currently doing well now :p happily sleeps and eats all day. thou she's working now she misses school i think. but anyway studies will only come again nine months later. so currently its about making more money and doing the things she loved with the ppl she enjoyes. simple life as it. looking for her ? she's working at CK forum :p
finish As in one piece
learn driving
put on braces
go beita/ fudan
study business/ chinese/ economics/ accounting
earn more income
learn piano
learn chinese calligraphy
spend less money
acquire the skills of teaching
get married one day !!!
Thursday, March 16
Mugging mugging
Cant stand LEP any more .... i was trying to memorise the ci yu from the "M" series then suddenly i had the urge to blog up here. so ive decided i had enough of LEP and i needto REST !!!
well i was wondering these few days how one's memories could stick to some one for so long. i went to visit ms peh at SGH last saturday aft O2 protocol briefing. her cancer cells had spread to her knees and she need an op to remove the tumor and bone debris. she is still as strong as ever, her will to live on is so clear and uncomplicated. the way she say her " you know" "ahh, tats right" just brings me back to her english lesson at the Humanities room back in the old BV block.
memories of the way she pressed us to write fast and precise for our summary and those model descriptive essay from the rest of her students ... the list goes on. if not for her" YOU BETTER LISTEN, OR ELSE I'M GONNA KILL YOU AND HANG YOU IN ACID RAIN", i wouldnt have gotta my B3 for english ....
- ms peh you have to live on, for the fact that threre are so much we have not repay you. you have to live on to see your students shine ......call me a nolstagic or someone who always dwells about the past. i just couldnt let go of the past no matter how hard i try. the joy the pain the agony the adrenaline, i like reminisce them again and again. i draw comparison btw the past and present but never the future. past is something i can just immense myself into in ease, i dun need to anticipate any "hicups", i can just let my mind go thru the past process and altering the parts that i dun lik ...its bad to coup oneself up in the past. ya, i know abt that but i dun lik the fact tat "ppl forgets and avoid the past" just lik tat. usually when i need to cope with council and sch, i have to be practical,be forward-looking and all. but when im in my private space, i would love to escape to my sanctuary of past-reminiscing .....
The world is full of people whose notion of a satisfactory future is, in fact, a return to the idealised past.
Robertson Davies, "A Voice from the Attic", 1960
huimin on 12:06 am
Friday, March 10
block test and others
long time since i came this dusty place. well block test being URGENT AND IMPORTANT at the moment had deprived everyone of any free time they had la !!! BUT i had to blog today, i need to let out my emotion NOW !!
CASE #1 : zhen you commented that my attitudes sucks recently, he was refering to my agitation whenever someone pick of my flaw !!! i was rather disturbed by tze rong criticism too- he was amazed tat i am still able to survive with my low level of EQ in council !! sigh wat can i say man but tats true ... back to the topic of no one understands. no one can truly understand what another is going thru isn't ??? well i guess its just me to rebuke anyone who doubts me - HOW CAN U DOUBT ME MAN I AM THE MIGHTY HUIMIN !!! thats probably whats going on in my head man. haha i seem to deny the fact tat i am overbearing all tht time.
i guess zhen you & tze rong meant well, i've just got to learn to accept criticism graciously. sorry bro if i sounded nasty today.
CASE #2 : was having LEP lesson on liu yong poetry. we were learning abt one of his poems tat marvel the value of companionship. i didnt know tat ancient chinese valued compainship so much. he wrote abt ship sailing back home and he missing his friends back at the home town.
tats really wat i lik tat poetry. this beauty of words had been penned thousands of years ago till now. li bai used to wrote abt this poetry on the moon is sees when he was drunk. i was revising the poem one night and suddenly theres a full moon i front of me. well tats the very moon tat li bai saw to pen the poem thousands of years ago.... that magical feeling is beyond description.
i shall stop here now. TIME FOR LEP.
huimin on 1:29 pm
