joan ng hui min. 09101988. s'pore. bedok view pri/sec. nanyangjc. bedok. daughter. sister. sister-in-law. aunt .cousin. granddaughter. currently employed :p
she is currently doing well now :p happily sleeps and eats all day. thou she's working now she misses school i think. but anyway studies will only come again nine months later. so currently its about making more money and doing the things she loved with the ppl she enjoyes. simple life as it. looking for her ? she's working at CK forum :p
finish As in one piece
learn driving
put on braces
go beita/ fudan
study business/ chinese/ economics/ accounting
earn more income
learn piano
learn chinese calligraphy
spend less money
acquire the skills of teaching
get married one day !!!
Saturday, February 25
sister's birthday
HAPPY 30th BIRTHDAY SIS !!!
yes shes 30 already and tat reminds me i amturning 18 soon
i dun feel lik one thou
remember couple of years back in sec sch i was wondering wast life wonld be when i'm 19 and my sister being 31 !!! sister married, whissing around with her children and i muggung in college everything is somewhat lik i had imagined.
in a blink of an eye im 18 already !!
well my sister spent her birthday differently for once in her life
she spent her day with tungsing bro and her precious hao chen
AND HE'S COMING TOMORO!!
isn't hE adorable ?? *** pinch pinch ***
he's been idolise lik a star now at home
tat was taken 1 month ago, he's much bigger now
im totally astomished by his growth man !! babies grow SO SO extremely fast !!
well thou his arrival sort of intrude my leisure life most of the time
but i have to admit that he had brighten up very much of the family
haha my dad gets so elated whenever he comes visiting
everyone would exclaimed in delight for his every little smiles and expression!!!
its really hilarious to see them behaving lik kids all over again ** laughs**
even before my bro and sis karen married
he would always bring her home for the night
thou they r holding their customary wedding soon this july
but the idea of them sharing ONE SINGLE bed for the night
is sort of strange
as times goes by, it seems tat ive gotten used to it
Before i end of, JJ had recently released his latest album, im totally broke nowadays
zhen you came to the rescue with a copied cd of his album!! haha thanks zhen you
anyway still searching for THE song tat captures my heart
searching... searching
well its time to go back to my mugging again
once again, to those tats reading this rite now, GO MUG TOO !!!
huimin on 11:16 pm
Friday, February 24
friday is here again
friday is here again. yeah !!! finally its friday again. well im taking longer then ever to blog nowadays.... haha wat can i say man-i seems to forgot all abt it sometimes. lets see wat had happened this week ..
MON: well as usual i went for tuition aft class. i was pondering if i should support samuel @ campus superstar revival round before i made the decision 2 go for tuition. i didnt know he was tat good till i saw his live performance at THE ONE on friday. apparently i missed out on quite some fun cause vanessa was saying samuel performed awesome-ly tta nite. well i felt tat samuel did have strong competitors tat nite and also less popularity too. i sometimes wonder how he juggles his work and with this competition. thou those late nite mon recordings and singing class, i still him sitting in the canteen on tues morning --- amazing
WED: super short day, excused from 1215 to attend Hwa Chong Istitutution Council Investiture with wei jun. haha. the 2 of us were pretty unglam la-wearing those choking ties, long sleeve blouse, thick blazer some more waiting for the bus in the scorching 1 pm sun. the comedy didnt end there, we took 156 at the correct bus stop only aft going the wrong one at 1st and didnt know where to alight apparently, upon arrival we were then asked to present our invitation card which the council lost last week !!!!
okay tat sound horrible but fortunately we were at least early, so we were brought on a school tour by our usher, Charles. ask wei jun man, she had a VERY GOOD IMPRESSION of him -- **grins** he's typically sunshine boy thou, tall tanned and well-toned body (tats my assumption thou, but how bad can it get when u r in track/ field and volletball at the same time ??) he's eloquent defintely but somehow a little shy ... ok i admit he's rather cute **smiles**
well wat really impressed me was the school culture and the students down at HCI. being only a sec sch, the sch had a whole lot of experantial programme tat students could strech themselves, they had the BICULTURAL prog, the GEP, LEP and i dun kkoe wat else man. many facilities in the sch r named aft their founder and co-sponsors, i am mesmerised by the history of the sch man. a sch with such rich history and culture have very vibrant sch life too. we saw their h2o polo & track and field training when we left, charles told us its their sch's gold-clinching CCAs. well i had a deep impression of their councillors too, the scale of their projects is pretty daunting. their had ice-skatinf trip tat brings the whole sch together !! and a student leaders convention tat sees youth from around s;pore and the world for conference !! esp the speech by the outgoing president ( who is a J1 in hcjc), was so moving and eloquent that i felt proud for him too.
i spent much effort bloggin this event down cause it had a deep impact on me, it was eye opener tat allowed me to take at a look at the life of students at the other end of the education spectrum, they r future doctors, diplomats, lawyers, minsters of s'pore. the energy and social graces r amazingly diffrent.also being a chinese sch, the students displayed a understandable standard of appreciation for the language and history. well ive not seen any sch lik tat before !!!wat can i say man, wed's investiture sets me thinkin abt my own appreciation for education .... there lives some teenage prodigy sitting for the A levels at the nd of this year, wat abt me ?? am i going to be defeated just lik tat... well at least not w/o a good fight .." yup fight on man,huimin!! "
huimin on 8:06 pm
Friday, February 17
SIGH ....
im sitting in the council room again !!! in my 3 minus two hours break i am reflecting abt wat mdm loke said just now. its always wat she said tat hit me the hardest-- for i dunno wat reason!!! well this is wat she wrote on my LEP essay:"lets sit down and review on this essay some time !!" sigh ... wat can i say man -- LEP had become just another subject for me, no more deep interest for chinese any more. probably because the program is exposing more and more of my weakness in the language. wat the hell la !!! she saw me at the c anteen yesterda and keep sighing in vain for my low standard essay.!! tat reminds me of my atrocious GP !!!
well THE ONE was on yestarday and i am both proud and disappointed for the event. Thou i didnt contribute much yeaterday but i felt as if its an council event tat i had a part in it. good thing was this year's event was so mch better compared to last "common lunchbreak event" with lots of serious work put into deatiled planning. even ms yap felt tat its was a ad hoc more than a CCACO event. i was much dispponted tat we couldnt control the rowdy crowd very well... i was quite pissed of the audience who were passing crude comments of the contestents. apparently they continued dispite our constant reminder. frankly i am very prond of the council, much of them came down to help and CCACO did their signficant to revive the spirit of THE ONE !!
well ms chiew was briefing us on our results aft the event yesterday. she set a target of 2 'A' LEVEL PASSES AND A PASS IN GP. wat can i say man---my confindence for GP had diminshed recently... zhen you commented tat ts not a difficult target to ahieve .. but i felt with the coming O2 and my council camp ad hoc, mugging means --" i dun know how am i going to do tat" well the only thing i can do is to " take a step at a time"
anyway, time for LEP le ... mdm loke =" ARRGGHH"
huimin on 1:35 pm
Wednesday, February 15
dun give roses!!!
i am sitting in councl room now and zhiming is roaring beside my ears now !!! STH TAT I LEARN DURING GP-FREEDOM OF EXPRESSION!! NOW I UNDERSTANDING WHY THE MUSLIM AROUND THE WORLD ARE GETTING SO UPSET UPON THE PROHET CARTOONS...BECAUSE THEY'RE BEING DISCRIMINATED FOR SPEAKING WADS ON THEIR MIND
WEIJU SAYS THIS SLD BE A BALANCED ESSAY.."AS LONG AS HE MAKES HIS POINT..ITS OKAY.."
CHOY SAID:"EVEN AM IMPULSIVE PERSON THINKS HE WUN GIVE ROSES TO A GIRL U DUN LIKE.."
swee said:"tts nt the point"
swee said:" if u gimme a gay porno...i'll automatically assume tt u're gay..."
GM LEHHHHHHHHHHHHH WTH..SIANX (-_-"")
huimin on 2:46 pm
Friday, February 10
rain again
it was raining this afternoon. rainy days used to affect my mood greatly, making me so damm down. but recently my schedule of work had even steal the time away for me to be upset. however today, somehow i met julian during my break. he suggest sitting at the grandstand and talk. i was pretty bothered by his choice cause i still had so much of tutorial and council camp stuff to do- and he wants to spend this time sitting around ??!! eventually i found myself sitting at the grandstand under the greying sky.
not long aft, it rained
julian was saying he love rainy days
with empty grandstand and open field, the rain brought me back to the yester-years
i was sitting around relaxing on tat very granstand when i entered NY
tat very freedom and ease is never found now
tat was quickly followed by my council election campaigning/publicity
but now im stepping down in 3 months time.
it has been a long time since i think abt my life- how empty it is, just plain chasing aft my work
have i been missing out something in life ??
memories of the place ppl and lifestyle i used to enjoy doing
now is nowhere found in my life any more
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was flipping through my sec sch's year book just now
i regretted my choice of breaking all the ties with my previous sch
for a very silly reason
i spent 4 years of my life there
my sec sch lit teacher once said this:" BV may not have any significance to you now, but aft u graduate from BV, it would be a special memory in ur life."
i didnt xpect tat to be true at all.
i was wrong
BV is a special place to me now, it had added value to me
thou nothing significant but i was given chance to grow and learn
its the very place where my friendship, happiness, love and sorrow were shared.
i was hoping tat i could service the school tat guided me to mypresent state.
one day i would .........
huimin on 11:39 pm
Tuesday, February 7
.......
its 4.45 on a tuesday afternoon. well i'm happily sitting at home thou still in college U but at least i can arrive home before the sun sets, its been a long time since i am dismissed this early.
i was really high today .. haha
other den ZIjia's brainless post-watching-'i not stupid" syndrome
my bro drove me to sch today
well i woke up late again today and was too broke to take cab AGAIN
i was thinking abt the days in primary sch where my mum would fetch me
i would be elated whenever my mom fetches me to sch(thou my pri sch is only 2 blocks away)
i experienced that same kind of happiness this morning **grins**
i was seeing things on a different perspective this morning
i was really glad my bro agreed to drive me this morning.
this act of love energised me the whole day
i am being loved aft all
back to my mugging session
i realised my progress in lacking behind in my class
i was rather defeated not because my classmates were strong competitors
but most of them r pure slackers
and yet i am lagging behind such ppl -- i cant accept that of myself !!
i understand im too critical on them
but the true fact is i am not the same frequency as them
(prob they r not the same freq. as me--watever!!)
they possess the exact attitudes that i detest and abhored
i am a STUDENT COUNCILLOR
yes S-T-U-D-E-N-T comes first
whatever it is council is not gonna put me behind others
but instead push me beyond my limits
huimin on 4:44 pm
